the next interlude ties into this story and is fairly short; I hope to have it done sometime this month.
Hariyama-san, Center of the World 2
Urban Legend 2 ~Taxi Elegy~
Genre: Urban Legend 2
Urban Legend "Taxi Elegy"
It happened on a night of gentle rain. A certain
taxi picked up a female customer.
The woman with a dark secret told the driver her
destination, but after that, she did not respond to any of his questions.
Feeling uneasy, the taxi driver headed straight for the location he was given,
but--
"Miss, is here all right?"
As he spoke, the taxi driver turned around --
but there was no sign of the woman, and the drenched seat was the only ominous
trace of her that remained.
Saitama Prefecture, Tokorozawa, a certain
apartment
"This is probably one of the most famous
urban legends, you know."
"But there are a lot of similar stories.
It's even told overseas, and there are variations in Japan too, with palanquins
and ox carriages."
"In the most common version nowadays, the
destination is a house where a woman recently died… is what they say, anyway.
--Hup."
As she spoke, the girl wearing a sailor uniform
threw herself atop the bed. Enjoying the sensation of the springs recoiling
underneath her, she opened her mouth happily. "Muu, this new bed is great!
When you said you got it secondhand I thought it'd be a piece of junk, but it
should be a lot nicer sleeping on this than the old one!"
"You won't be sleeping on it, right,
Lulu?"
"Not right now, anyway."
The smile of the girl named Lulu -- Lulu Akagami
-- still contained a hint of childishness, but she directed a slightly mature
glance at her boyfriend.
From the speakers connected to the computer
issued a song with a unique feel to it, and the room itself filled with an even
more unique, eerie mood.
"Oh, I know this song. Um, it's John Delta,
right?"
"Yeah, you're right. ...Lulu, you really
know a lot. They're a pretty niche unit."
John Delta. They were an odd group of artists
composed of a Japanese girl on vocals, along with a black man and a white man.
They almost never appeared on TV, but the way that singing voice resonated
uniquely with the hearts of the listeners had earned them enormous popularity
among hardcore.fans.
Lulu looked at the jackets of the CDs on the
shelves next to the bed as she spoke, wearing a proud expression. "Hehe,
well, you remember me telling you about Hariyama-san? Her dad did the design
for this jacket!"
"Huh? Really? ...Hmm. He can do anything…
You know, Class 7's Hariyama-san is beautiful but really unsociable and smiles
sarcastically a lot."
"She acts like that, but that girl's pretty
easily moved to tears."
"Hm… really."
The same sort of small talk as usual. It was a
pointless, languid conversation between a boy and girl who got along well. They
should have continued on like that again today, but--
"By the way, do you believe in ghosts,
Lulu?"
Muu's expression grew a little more serious as
he spoke, looking at his John Delta album.
"Huh? Umm… well, they're scary, but turning
into a ghost after I die and flying around sounds like fun, so I kind of hope
they exist. But what's up, all of a sudden? Is this about the taxi story?"
"Well... about that. The group of three
people who did this song… apparently they can see things."
"See... what?"
Puzzled, Lulu turned her gaze to Muu, who looked
as if he was forcing the words out. As if unable to stand her look, Muu sighed
and answered, "Well, you know. Ghosts… or something."
"Huh, really?"
"It doesn't seem to bother you," Muu
replied, caught off-guard by her easy answer.
"Um, well... That sort of thing happens a
lot in the entertainment world."
"I guess that's true…"
Leaving aside Muu, who was still off-balance,
Lulu returned to the story that interested her, her mood changing as she began
to speak. "Anyway, about that taxi story… have you heard the news about
the taxi incidents?"
"Yeah, the serial taxi robberies…? Oh,
we'll be late for the movie if we don't get going."
"Ah! You're right! Umm, okay, let's grab a
taxi on the way!"
Lulu jumped up from the bed, panicking as she
remembered the reason she had come to Muu's house today. The girl grabbed her
school bag and raced for the door, and the boy stood to follow, taking only his
wallet and cell phone.
"A taxi… I think we should be able to find
one at this hour. How should we pay?"
"Let's just split it!"
Muu followed her out of the room, sighing at
Lulu's bright voice. After carefully locking the door, Lulu and Muu headed for
the main street at a run.
The two of them went into town again, to chase
away the memories of the incident that had occurred in the past and take back
their normal lives. Without realizing that they were headed toward an existence
that defied all common sense, that would overturn the very foundation of those
normal lives--
☆
...I'd picked up some
annoying customers.
As I paid careful attention
to the scenery visible through the windshield, my ears couldn't help but focus
on the two people in the back seat.
"Right! The taxi robberies…
they don't seem like just any old robberies to me!"
"Yeah. The drivers… they
haven't found any bodies, but it's already looking pretty hopeless."
I took my job really
seriously, but the customers didn't care about that. Of course, these were customers
too and I couldn't just tell them to shut up. ...But I really, really wished
they'd be quiet.
Sweat beaded on my hands on
the steering wheel as I was forced to continue my job without saying a word.
"I know. They find the
taxis, and only the drivers are missing… and there are traces of blood on the
driver's seat… and the weirdest thing is that the seatbelt's fastened and
all!"
"Which means… what? The
body gets torn apart and falls through the seatbelt…?"
They were really annoying
customers. It'd been three years since I started my job as a taxi driver… but I
really didn't like these customers.
I'd heard of the taxi
robberies too. It was a really popular topic lately… but all I knew was that
people were disappearing along with the taxis. The stuff about drivers
vanishing and leaving behind traces of blood was just an exaggeration. God.
The customers I'd picked up
on the way to the train station were a girl wearing a sailor uniform and a boy
of about the same age.
From the way they acted, I
immediately knew they were a couple. They were at the age where they were in
love with being in love. I wanted to enter into their world. There was no way
I, a taxi driver and a stranger nearly ten years older than them, could enter
into their world.
I knew. I knew that. But
still…
That was why I thought they
wouldn't talk about those things inside a taxi. See?
Of course, I'd had a lot of
customers I didn't like for practical reasons. Those who tried to run out
without paying; those who started arguing and tried to weasel their way out of
paying. The guys who chowed down on convenience store bentos and spilled them
everywhere. I'd had to steel myself against drunk guys vomiting and pissing
too.
Well, that was fine. Those
were things you had to be prepared for if you were gonna do this job.
But this… it might've been
nothing to other guys, but for me, it was the worst possible situation.
I'm… you know.
...I hate scary stories!
"You know, the taxi
ghost story builds on the horror of something happening inside an enclosed
space, so things like that have been told around the world for a long time. It
sort of builds off a template."
Logically enough, the boy
then began talking about the ghost story. Oh, this guy I could still stand. He
acted like ghosts were just a superstition. The problem was the girl.
"But… they say templates
like that summon the real thing! So maybe one's drawing close to this taxi even
now!"
Wait, wait, wait. Don't say
anything that'll make me freak out.
It's fine if it's just you.
You'll be getting off the taxi soon anyway. But I spend the whole day in this
taxi doing my job, okay? Until late at night… Not to mention I'll be using this
taxi for work tomorrow and the day after too. If you think you might be
summoning something, then I'd like you to stop talking about it.
But if I said, "Sir,
Miss, please just leave it at that," it would sound like I was a loser who
believed in monsters.
I drove, steeped in anguish,
until the boy called Muu told the girl the words that would be my salvation.
"Oh right, I heard
there's a charm that'll definitely protect you if you're attacked by
ghosts."
"Huh, really?"
Really!?
Help from an unexpected
corner. No, it wasn't like I believed in ghosts, but it was good enough just
having one more way to put my mind at ease.
I focused the bare minimum of
my attention on driving to avoid an accident and concentrated the rest of my
mind on the boy's voice.
"So what you do
is--"
"Oh, wait, Muu."
!? Hey! Why'd you stop!?
"Driver, here will be
fine!"
"Huh!? Oh, y-yeah!
That's 1300 yen."
Even I thought I sounded like
an idiot. And I really was an idiot. While I had been absorbed in their story,
terrified, we'd already reached the traffic circle in front of the station that
was their destination.
Stupid, if I'd known it would
be like this, I would've driven slower…!
The boy who knew how to save
me got out first and handed 1000 yen to the girl, who drew 300 yen from her own
wallet and offered it all to me.
I took it, feeling
conflicted, and gave them my very best professional smile as I said,
"Thank you for your business."
After making sure the girl
had exited, I let out a huge sigh.
I looked outside the window,
searching for a change of mood, and thought to myself that the atmosphere
around the station had really changed. The lineup of shops looked to be
completely different than it was three weeks ago, and I sighed again at the
swift passage of time.
I wanted to stay here for a
little while longer to calm down and let the fear fade from my heart, but the
world was not so willing to give me a break from my job.
I turned at the sound of a
knock on the window. Standing next to the taxi was a young woman not so
different from the girl earlier. I reflexively opened the door and let her
inside -- but another two men appeared immediately after, and I grew slightly
nervous.
An Asian girl… normally I
would assume she was Japanese, but… the two who entered the car after her were
a black man with dreadlocks, wearing sunglasses, and a white man, also wearing
sunglasses, with skin so pale it was startling.
☆
"Oh… so you're John
Delta."
"Yeah. Have you heard of
us?"
I continued chatting with the
girl in the passenger's seat as I gripped the steering wheel. In the back seat,
the black man did nothing but laugh "Hyahahahahaha," and the white
man covered his face, wearing a complicated expression, and seemed disinclined
to talk. Though I felt uneasy about the two foreigners, my nervousness slowly
dissipated as I talked to the Japanese girl.
"...No, I'm sorry. I
don't listen to much music… I'll look for you at the store next time."
"Isn't it easier to just
check the Internet?" the girl said innocently. She wore casual clothes and
did seem like some idol sneaking off in disguise for some shopping.
Come to think, the two
foreigners behind me could have been some kind of bodyguards. But they were
part of the same unit, with the white man writing the lyrics and the black man
in charge of composing the songs.
"I can only sing! I'm
totally incompetent! Incompetent!"
The girl laughed shrilly as
she put herself down. She really didn't look like she'd be good at the lyrics
or composition, but her laughter was surprisingly clear and lingered gently in my ears.
Of course, the sound of it
was soon drowned out by the throaty laughter from the back.
...Though the only two who'd
been laughing were this girl and the black man. The white man wasn't laughing
at all… wait, was he even still alive?
The thought made me a bit
uneasy, but we were nearly at their destination. Geez. It looked like I would
be able to finish my job without incident this time.
But right after that thought
crossed my mind -- "Ah," the girl whispered, looking straight ahead.
Was there something there?
The moment I turned my gaze
to look -- a nervous yell echoed throughout the small, enclosed space of the
car.
"Stop, s-stop, please
stop, right now I'm begging you stop right now stop the car right now!"
The strange Japanese seemed
to have come from the white man in the back seat. To be honest, I jumped so
hard I thought I would burst.
It was perfectly
understandable that I suddenly applied the brakes without thinking about it.
...No, it was something I really shouldn't have done as a taxi driver with a
class 2 license, but I was only human, so I hope you can overlook it.
Feeling giddy, I stopped the
taxi on the shoulder of the road and put on an extremely calm expression. I
called out to the white man in the back seat, "S-Sir… Please don't scare
me like that…"
"Ahh, sorry about that,
that was extremely rude of me, and I'll pay you and you can keep the change, so
I wanted to ask if we can get off now, but how can you forgive me?"
I was surprised at how
fluently he spoke Japanese, but more than that, I was overwhelmed by his
strange, threatening attitude.
"I'm extremely grateful
to you for taking us this far, but right now I can't control the urge to get
out of this car, and I don't think it'll go away, so if you open the door, I
will be even more grateful to you, so if you'd please hurry up, I…"
I'd heard the comparison
"speaking like a machine gun", but the white man's speech reminded me
more of a shotgun. Assailed by the bullets of his words, I accepted the money
and had already opened the door.
"Ah, ahhhh, I will show
you my gratitude by thanking you. Thank you."
The white man practically
rolled out of the car, followed by the black man, who continued laughing as
always. And lastly, the Japanese girl said, "Sorry! He's not quite right
in the head!" and threw open the passenger-side door.
I thought she would leave
with that -- but she suddenly stopped moving and stared at my face.
The girl had introduced
herself as the vocalist of John Delta. She had a cute face but eyes that seemed
to see through everything, like a wild owl. Her eyes like glass balls gave rise
to a tense atmosphere within the car.
And then, wearing an
expression that I couldn't quite tell if it was laughing or serious, she spoke,
still looking at me. "...Be careful, okay? I think you'll be fine if you
just stay strong."
"Huh?"
And before I could think of
anything to say, the girl closed the passenger-side door and left, following
the two foreigners.
...What was that about?
Those were customers that
made me feel uneasy, more than scared or angry, in a way the couple from before
had not. We were still about one kilometer from their destination, so why had
that white man panicked so much? Maybe he'd really needed the bathroom? Oh,
that I could believe.
Okay… maybe I would return to
the station and look for new customers… Wait, that last customer had said he
didn't need change… but he'd given me a 10,000 yen bill! I wondered if this was
really all right, but he'd probably realized himself the trouble he was
causing.
In that case, maybe I'd take
a break for a bit.
The sky through the windshield
was a calm blue. I stretched out within the car to shake off the sleepiness
brought on by the sunlight shining down on my body.
I reached toward the
dashboard, thinking I would read the sports section of the newspaper I had
picked up before going to work--
--And then I saw her.
In front of me, on the
shoulder. On the edge of a thick grove of trees was a girl wearing a knapsack,
looking at me and waving.
Without thinking, I dropped
the newspaper on the floor in front of the passenger's seat. ...Damn. Well, I
could just pick it up later. Anyway, I couldn't leave a customer waiting.
Lately, it wasn't unusual for
an elementary-schooler to take a taxi. It was a lot different from when I was a
kid. Well, I guess there were kids who used them even back then.
I slapped my cheek to wake
myself up before I could get lost in my vague memories. I revved the engine a
little and lifted my foot from the clutch, letting the taxi slowly advance
toward the child.
"...Huh?"
A sound of confusion
involuntarily escaped my mouth.
Right after I checked my
rearview and side mirrors to make sure there was no one behind me, I realized
the girl had disappeared from where she had been standing previously.
'She vanished?'
Puzzled, I looked around.
When I turned my head to look behind me and to the left, I found the girl
again. She was already standing next to the car, giving me a soft smile from
beside the rear door.
When the hell did she... it
looked like I'd spaced out a bit. Geez, sunlight was supposed to be good for
you, but sometimes it caused its own share of trouble.
"Please come in."
As I opened the door, I gave
her, not my professional smile, but a true smile directed at a child. Of
course, there had also been countless cases of children with whom I'd done the
same but who had given me no end of trouble when they rode.
I glanced in the rearview
mirror as those thoughts crossed my mind and found that the girl had already
planted herself right in the middle of the back seat.
...Huh? She's inside already.
I hadn't noticed at all. I really wasn't paying attention. I would have to be
careful while driving.
Flustered, I closed the rear
door and glanced at the girl's face in the rearview mirror. "Okay, Miss,
where are we going?"
The moment I spoke, the girl
looked extremely happy. Her smile was overjoyed.
?
...Well, she was a kid, after
all. Maybe it had been hard for her to talk to a taxi driver.
Deciding to go with that, I
continued to wait for the girl's reply. She was a little girl with glossy black
hair and cute features. She would definitely grow into quite the beauty. She
might even grow up to be as cute as the vocalist girl from before. ...Though
there was something a little unsettling about her eyes.
The girl from the high school
couple who had ridden even before that was cute too, but she was no good at
all. I couldn't stand the kind of obliviousness that had her telling taxi
horror stories inside of a taxi.
...Ugh, I remembered
something scary.
The girl continued to smile
without saying anything, resulting in a strange silence inside the taxi. It was
kind of creepy. Was it just me, or had the air inside the taxi gotten a little
colder…?
In the silence, the girl's
smile began to make me feel uneasy. Her smile was as fixed as a still
photograph, as if time had stopped around her…
"To Tama Lake,
please."
Time began to move again.
She was really just a normal
girl. Geez, that high schooler's story really got me all nervous…
"Okay, got it."
I smiled more widely than
necessary and stepped gently on the gas pedal. Though the smile was half to
reassure myself...
In response to my smile, the
girl in the rearview mirror again gave me an ear-to-ear smile of her own. A
smile so very, very happy that it would make one feel uneasy just looking at
it--
☆
About five minutes after we
set out. A harmonious atmosphere had come to life between the young girl and me
as we undertook the journey to her destination.
"No, I'm new around
here…"
"I see… it must be
tough, but work hard, okay?"
I'd thought she was kind of a
strange child, but when I spoke to her, I found she was actually a cheerful and
intelligent girl. She acted very mature for her age… not to say that she was
worldly, but that she was curious about me and was able to strike up a
conversation.
She looked like she was
probably in fifth or sixth grade. At this time of day, she might just be
leaving school, but I wondered what she was doing at Tama Lake. Maybe she would
be meeting up with friends or family at the nearby amusement park.
Anyway, I didn't want to ruin
the atmosphere now that we'd finally broken the ice, so I searched around for a
conversation topic and decided to talk about the people who'd just now gotten
off.
"Oh, now that I think
about it, right before you I had three strange customers. Have you heard of
John Delta? They're… something like a music group."
"I've heard about them.
Three people… yup, that's them! They don't really appear on TV, but they're
really famous among… a certain group of people."
"Huh, really?"
I hadn't known at all, and
they were a unit even this girl had heard of. Maybe I'd have to start looking
into music so I could get along with my customers…
Ah, if I'd known they were
that famous, I would've asked for their autographs. I could've bragged to my
coworkers… Well, considering how they'd been acting when they left, maybe I
couldn't hope for much.
"Those people… the girl
and the black man… I've heard they can see things."
"See... what
things?"
In response to my cheerful
question, the girl once again spoke in an endlessly bright voice.
Just one word.
Just… one… word…
"...Ghosts."
☆
A certain place in
Tokorozawa, Shinkichi Hariyama's home, outside
"Haaaariyaaaama-saaaaan!"
The doorbell was right in
front of her, but instead the girl called out loudly in her own voice.
"Hahaha."
"..."
On the other hand, the two
people wearing sunglasses stood behind her, their expressions a complete
contrast.
The girl sounded extremely
childish, but the wind around her stirred as it would at the voice of a god or
fairy. The front door opened, as if it too stirred with the wind, and in front
of the three people -- John Delta -- a single man appeared.
The glasses-wearing man had
the kind of face that no one would hate or even resent. When it got down to it,
it was an “endearing face”, with features that contained not a hint of
disagreeableness.
The expression on that face,
on which there was nothing that stood out in particular besides the glasses,
was one of pure, unbridled joy upon meeting dear friends.
"Hey… it's been a while,
you three! Kodama-chan, Strega-san, Claritas-san, you all look like you've been
doing well!"
He gave the three an
ear-to-ear grin. The two men showed no reaction, but the girl called Kodama
laughed a little with embarrassment in response -- then narrowed her owl-like
eyes and glared at the glasses-wearing man and his surroundings.
"Ahaha, Hariyama-san,
you look great too. And those around you are doing really well."
Kodama had clearly said
something unnatural, but the man called Hariyama-san laughed a little,
troubled, and swept his gaze over his surroundings.
"Oh… so there really is
something there? Like our ancestors or something?"
"Hmm, they're pretty
fuzzy to me. What do you think, Strega?"
"Hahaha."
The black man, Strega, said
with an unwavering smile, "Dialga, gulleye, la, alien, wiras. Sura,
regold, jal, la, bolt, rietalri, alalaci."
It was impossible to tell
what language he spoke in, but Kodama smiled brightly and interpreted her
companion's words as if it were nothing. "Umm, he says, 'The ghosts of
humans and aliens and dragons, and a spirit with the face of a fish, and some
sort of monster I don't really recognize that's got all these tentacles and
screws, are all floating around!'"
When he heard the girl's
words, delivered without an ounce of hesitation, Hariyama-san spoke with a
strangely relieved expression.
"Ahh… I'm really glad I
don't have a sixth sense…"
☆
"G-ghosts?"
"Yeah, and not just
that… they can see spirits and other abnormal things too."
...She'd said a word I didn't
like.
I felt slightly disconcerted,
but, well, it was just a kid's story. I smiled awkwardly and gave her the
appropriate response. "Wow… ghosts, huh?"
"But it's not like they
make money off it or do it as a job or anything. ...Just that when you put on
one of their CDs, there are rumors that ghosts appear more often."
...I take back what I said
before. I'm really glad I didn't get their autographs.
To hide my shameful, cowardly
thoughts from the girl, I gave her an even more ordinary response. "But I
wonder if it's true."
"I think so."
"Why?"
"Because… it seemed
like those people could see me…"
Shit!
...Ugh, that guy just cut in
front of me. Did the driver even have a license? The idiot was even wearing a
red knit cap like he thought he was cool or something...
"Ah, er, sorry.
Honestly, kids these days drive so wildly… Well, I'm still just twenty myself.
...Um, did you say something just now?"
"No, nothing… Just be
careful and try not to have an accident, okay?"
"Haha, I definitely
wouldn't do anything that endangers a customer," I replied professionally.
I sensed that the girl smiled behind me.
I sensed that…
...she was smiling?
When I glanced in the
rearview mirror, the girl really was smiling. The corners of her mouth were
curled with joy like a doll, and her delighted gaze was focused on me.
Smiling… huh?
Smiling… huh?
Sensed… sensed… what?
How do you… sense that
someone's smiling?
It's true that I had known
the girl was smiling just now. But… I didn't hear her laugh, and there was no
sound of air escaping her lips… and I hadn't seen it in the rearview mirror.
Then… how? How had I known
she was smiling just now?
Doubt.
My senses and my brain had
definitely felt that she smiled. ...Without using the five senses of my body at
all.
I did not believe that I
possessed any special ability. If there was anything, it had to be…
It was...
I didn't want to think about
it. Right now, I just had to do my job.
"Anyway… you speak
really formally to me even though I'm just a kid, Mr. Driver."
"Huh? Well… it just
happened naturally. Hahaha." I tried to respond casually to her statement
to hide the unease I had felt just now, but--
"The driver I rode with
before was really scary, you know…?"
...Huh?
I was uneasy again. What was
it about this time?
Even as I thought to myself
that I had to find out -- it occurred to me. If I figured out what that unease
was… no, even if I hadn't figured it out, my subconscious already knew!
And the moment I faced my
subconscious and realized the truth behind that unease--
Creak.
I heard… a sound. A sound
that came from inside of me.
Electricity ran through every
nerve in my body, sending a momentary shiver up my back.
It was the sound of my spine
stiffening. I knew the reason for it.
It was fear.
And I also knew the reason
for my fear.
The girl's last words--
Had been spoken from right
next to me. I had heard them from the passenger's seat.
I felt my heart rate
increase. I was so afraid I couldn't look to the left. I couldn't turn towards
the passenger's seat, the direction of her voice. Instead, I discreetly glanced
in the rearview mirror.
...But it reflected--
The figure of the girl still
sitting there.
My gaze reflexively moved to
my left.
...And there I saw nothing
but the passenger's seat and the door and window beyond.
There was nothing at all
unusual. Nothing… right?
But I had definitely heard
her voice… no, not just her voice, but like before… I had strongly sensed her
smiling to my left.
The nervousness tickled at
me, similar to when the barber cut the hair at the nape of my neck. But it was
magnified several times over, becoming an unpleasant nagging that wouldn't
leave me… I definitely felt something like that from my left side.
"Is something wrong, Mr.
Driver? Taking your eyes off the road is dangerous."
The girl's voice sounded
different than it had previously. ...No, it was just a normal girl's voice.
Nothing was different, of course.
...Damn, I was all wound up
because that couple had been talking about weird things. That had to be it.
"Ah… um… I'm fine."
What was this?
A terrible unease had settled
down in my throat. It was an unease like that which I'd felt the very first
time I'd experienced a strong stomachache or headache. It was the unease of not
knowing the reason for the pain I felt. It strongly resembled the temporary
uneasiness I felt when ill and wondering if my life was in danger.
Back then, the uneasiness had
vanished when the pain had gone or after I'd been seen by a doctor. But right
now, I was still trying to figure out how to handle that "pain".
The harmonious atmosphere
from before had already begun to vanish. It was because I sensed something was
wrong, but when I thought about it, the silence only served to increase my
unease. I couldn't even remember anymore when it started, even though it had
only happened a few minutes, or maybe several dozen seconds, ago. It was all a
haze.
Even though the girl had done
nothing wrong.
...That was what I wanted to
believe.
She was just a normal girl. I
wanted to believe that.
Uneasy, I glanced at her face
in the mirror again.
At that moment, the girl
casually issued directions. "Ah, turn left on that road, please!"
"Oh…"
Ahead of us was a roundabout
way to Tama Lake. It was a neglected road suddenly devoid of life where neither
cars nor people seemed to pass very often.
But I couldn't just ignore my
customer's directions… and that deeply ingrained habit impeded my judgment. The
moment I thought "Damn," I'd already turned the steering wheel.
And was I imagining things?
The girl's behavior was growing steadily more childlike than before.
"Sorry, Mr. Driver!
There's just somewhere I really wanna go before we get there…"
Only about half the girl's
words were getting through to me.
The signs of life around us
were disappearing very, very quickly. In a single instant, the clamor of the
town vanished. Though it felt as if my head had been suddenly covered by a
cloth, we continued down the rough road through the copse of trees.
You could reach a place like this
just by taking the right road. This town really was backward compared to the
city. Just thirty seconds ago we were on a street with convenience stores and
everything!
As I sat there confused, a
voice sounded from behind me.
"What's wrong? Mr.
Driver… You've been really quiet for a while."
Her voice was cold.
It wasn't that her voice was
without emotion. I felt… the temperature of her voice.
It was cold. Really cold!
Just now!
If there was some sort of god
or even a demon reading my mind, I would tell them in a loud voice! Right now,
I could feel the temperature of her voice! Believe me! I definitely felt a cold
that chilled my whole body… my soul, my heart!
There's no way that could
happen!
I was hallucinating! There
was only a normal girl sitting behind me! She'd been talking so happily about
John Delta just a little while ago!
"Oh, right, it's here,
right here!"
"? W-What is?"
She really was starting to
sound more and more like a kid.
Feeling strangely on edge, I
regretted my actions of a few seconds ago. I shouldn't have asked what she
meant.
It was a mistake to ask. That
was what my instincts told me. While we were on the subject, maybe it was a
mistake to give this girl a ride in the first place.
Or maybe even those three
people had ridden… or the couple who wanted to go to the station…
I shouldn't have become a
taxi driver. That was what I decided. I was able to decide that without waiting
for the girl's answer.
And as for the reason… once
again…
She was sitting in the
passenger's seat.
"It's here…"
As I felt my mouth suddenly
go dry, I just sat... and listened to the girl's words.
"This is where… I was
murdered by the taxi driver I rode with..."
I could do nothing but
listen.
Nothing!
What else could I do!?
In this situation!
Someone like me!
☆
A certain place in
Tokorozawa, Shinkichi Hariyama's home, parlor
"That girl was amazing. Even
I could see her really, really clearly!"
"Hahaha."
"......"
The three members of
"John Delta" loitered in the Western-style parlor, killing time with
idle conversation as they waited for Hariyama-san to get the documents they had
come for.
Kodama and Strega would
sometimes glance at thin air, and Strega was speaking to "something"
in a surprisingly normal way, but Claritas simply clutched his face and
muttered to himself without saying a word about his companions' behavior.
They were the same as always,
but if there was one thing about today that was different -- it was when
Claritas had suddenly declared that they were getting off the taxi.
As a result, they'd had to
walk about one kilometer after they had disembarked… but the female vocalist
did not seem at all displeased about it. Instead, she told her friends her
impression of the thing she had seen.
The black man she spoke to
wore a cheerful smile as he made sounds of agreement, while the white man kept
his head down and remained silent.
"After that… I looked
back, but… the taxi driver had opened the door, which means he saw her,
right?"
"Hahaha."
"......"
And, showing neither
condescension nor pity for the taxi driver who had carried them, the girl
continued to speak lightly about the true nature of the thing they had seen.
"That… it's been a while
since I've such a 'dark' being. If she's an evil spirit--
"She would probably kill
someone, given thirty minutes with them."
☆
The moment I heard her words,
what I did -- was not leap from the car, nor look straight at the girl and
respond--
But step harder on the gas
pedal.
"Don't… haha… don't…
hahaha… don't joke like that, please. Saying you were killed… that's not
something a kid should be saying."
It was the wrong thing to
say. I spoke without thinking.
Even as I said such
meaningless things, my brain and my foot put all my strength into stepping on
the gas pedal. It wasn't that I thought I would make it if I went faster. I
just wanted to escape from that place.
...Even though, no matter how
much I increased the car's speed, the source of my fear was inside that same
car... right next to me!
"You already know I'm
not joking, don't you?"
Stop, shut up.
No, please be quiet.
Please go away. Please.
Why… how did this… why!?
"O-Oh dear… how did you
get to the passenger's seat?"
I knew. I already knew how.
But my mouth had opened on its own and my lungs struggled to draw breath.
My instincts clung to hope.
There'd been some mistake. There had to be.
The words of that couple
played over and over inside my head. "But… they say templates like that
summon the real thing! So maybe one's drawing close to this taxi even
now!"
"Summon the real
thing!"
"Summon the real
thing!"
"Summon the real
thing!"
Shut up shut up shut up shut
up. Stop this girl is such a cute elementary-schooler there's no way she's a ghost
everything up till now is definitely just a mistake that's right I'm just
tired!
I'm just… tired.
I'm… tired.
……
"Hey… Mr. Driver… why
don't you just… look at the truth?"
The girl spoke to me
invitingly… as if inviting a friend to test their courage.
"I'm driving right now!
I can only look straight ahead!" I yelled.
It was completely
meaningless. What the hell was I talking about at a time like this? It was just
like a comedy. Ah, but it would be great if it was just a comedy.
I sensed laughter coming over
me. I knew the girl in the passenger's seat was laughing.
When the ghost said "I'm
behind you right now…" in horror movies and ghost stories, I always
bragged, "I definitely wouldn't turn around! I'd smack 'em with an elbow
or a backwards kick!", but... but, but… that was impossible!
Not because I was driving…
but… I didn't know if it was my instincts or what, but I couldn't not look...!
Whenever I saw a horror movie, even though I'd cover my face in fear, I'd
slowly start watching from between my fingers. It was just… like… that… but
more intense…
More than… an intense
temptation…
It pulled my gaze… like I'd
been hypnotized… and pulled… and pulled! I was being pulled!
In the next instant, I
looked.
At the girl who, still
smiling, took the utility knife that had appeared in her hand at some point --
and sliced open her own neck. Red liquid gushed out, and a moment later, I was
seized by the sensation of drowning in a sea of lukewarm blood.
I braked suddenly.
A shock.
And then--
☆★
Saitama Prefecture,
Tokorozawa, Shinkichi Hariyama's home, parlor
"But, ghosts… we can't
touch ghosts, so they can't touch us either, right?"
"Mm. That's not
true."
The new John Delta album was
slated for release in three months. As he spread out the documents on its
design, Hariyama-san began a casual conversation with the mediums.
In response, the female
vocalist began to speak in an extremely bright voice, as if she were just
chatting with friends. "Well, what Claritas says is that, in this world,
ghosts and souls and such are like balls of information! Consciousness is an
exchange of electrical signals, so you can just think of them as the
aggregation of those exchanges… um, well, that doesn't really matter. Anyway,
Claritas defines beings made up of a special kind of 'information' as ghosts.
But he said it's different in every world and a lot of other things I don't
really understand."
"That's fine. You've
already lost me."
"Yeah, I don't get it at
all, so it's fine! Umm. So then… right, spirits are balls of information, so
they can attune themselves to other kinds of information and rewrite it. If a
ghost touches something, it's not like they're touching it directly, but they
rewrite the information about its current state in a way we can see."
Kodama spoke about such
extraordinary things in an innocent voice. Hariyama-san smiled vaguely and
nodded, giving no indication as to whether or not he understood. Entranced by
her own words, the girl continued to talk without regard to her surroundings, as
if caught in her own world.
"So normally, only
people who have matching informational 'colors' can see ghosts. Well, Claritas
says we're different. But you know, sometimes a ghost's cluster of information
gets really dark. Maybe it's because of resentment or something like that… but
then other people can see them too. Right, Claritas?"
"......"
The white man she suddenly
spoke to did not move. He did not look at Kodama. He only remained silent,
hanging his head and wearing a gloomy expression--
"......"
He just remembered what had
occurred when they suddenly exited the taxi and continued to tremble violently.
And tremble,
And tremble.
☆★
A rain of red… no, calling it a flood would be
more accurate.
Blood poured heavily down onto my body, a lukewarm…
no, rather, a red liquid so warm it could only be called hot…
The moment I recognized it, my nose filled with
the raw, metallic smell.
...The reason I could think about it so calmly
right now… was because it had already happened.
Right after my vision filled with red, I
definitely saw the girl.
I saw the girl, cutting into her own body like
it was wet tofu even as she sat in the passenger's seat! Like tofu! Tofu! What
was even happening!? She was… cutting into… a human body… easily… so easily!
Right then... my mind went completely blank!
Well… you know how it is, right? Even now, my shoulders and legs are shaking
and my voice won't work at all!
And for some reason, the taxi radio just
wouldn't connect… Someone… someone explain this to me… please!
I remember screaming at the top of my lungs. The
moment I thought my shouting would be swallowed up by the red liquid that
swamped me--
It disappeared. All of it… every last bit of it
disappeared! The red color! The metallic smell! The heat of it on my body!
And… the girl next to me, whose body should have
been shredded…
The next thing I knew, I was spacing out as I
drove down the center of a road on which no other cars could be seen. Even with
all that was happening, I hadn't let go of the steering wheel. I was lucky; I'd
avoided having an accident.
What… was that?
Even I thought it was strange to have recovered
my composure so quickly, as soon as I woke from the nightmare. But it was said
that humans were able to think more calmly than you would expect. At the very
least, it was true in my case.
But… but… really… what was
that? It would be fine if it was just a dream, but I couldn't even begin to
explain what had just happened.
A dream.
I'd heard of waking dreams
before. I didn't know exactly what they were, but… maybe it was something like
what had happened just now.
...The smell of rust had
completely vanished, along with all traces of the blood that had covered my
body, and even the sounds and sensations… everything that had given rise to my
uneasiness had disappeared altogether.
I could… only think it had
been a dream. I was tired. That was what I wanted to believe.
I did think that was
impossible, but there was still something that disturbed me…
I could still, still, think
calmly.
I was so t-t-t-t-t-terrified
it p-p-p-p-paralyzed me.
Every time I thought calmly
about w-w-w-w-what had just h-h-h-h-happened I s-s-s-s-s-started to s-s-shake.
I, had to, stop.
T-t-t-t-the car running
down the r-r-r-r-r-oad
Right the brake
I had to apply the brakes! Anyway, the
brakes!
Realizing there was something
I had to do, I forced my brain into gear. I just had to step on the brakes,
decelerate, and stop on the shoulder of the road. That was all. I just had to
hold on to reason until that had been completed.
I took a breath, preparing to
stop, and glanced behind me in the side mirror. ...To tell the truth, I didn't
want to look in the rearview mirror.
I didn't see anything. No
oncoming cars… and no one coming up from behind.
Good…
Breathing a sigh of relief, I
stepped on the brake, but--
While the sigh dropped easily
from my lips, my foot did not move.
?
It wasn't that I wasn't
putting enough power behind it. There was a weird sensation in the brake pedal
and I couldn't really step down--
--And that was when I
noticed.
Somehow, my brain and body
were acting completely separately. The moment I noticed that, all the
bones in my body creaked, and my mouth and lungs together formed a scream --
but I was still calm.
When I dropped my gaze, I saw
a slender, white object lodged into the space between the brake and the floor
-- the arm of a human child.
I knew immediately whose arm
it was.
…The girl's own arm… which
she had earlier shredded with the utility knife.
I'm scared. Scared scared
scared scared scared scared scared scared.
I calmly felt fear. While my
mind was not ensnared by panic, my body was instead ensnared by intense nausea
and chills.
"What's wrong? Mr.
Driver… you can't stop here."
I heard the girl's voice.
In that instant, the air
inside the car grew colder and my skin began to prickle. At the same time --
something caught my leg.
The arm underneath the brake
pedal… had slipped out at some point and was grasping both my ankles. It wasn't
holding on tight at all, but for some reason, my feet wouldn't move. It was as
if I had been hypnotized.
"We still… haven't
reached our destination."
Her voice… was coming from
the passenger's seat.
On the passenger's seat was a
red, red knapsack, the kind used by elementary school girls. ...I could easily
guess what was inside.
Why… why did this…
"Oh… good… finally… I
can finally touch you."
No… no no no.
"That means… you've
gotten closer to me."
She sounded a bit childish
and a bit like an old con man.
"Look… you can see them,
right?"
Unable to defy the girl's
words, I… focused my gaze outside the window. Around the taxi… the window… the
windshield… was something fuzzy and transparent, a bit like a hologram…
Not... something. I… already
knew that.
"They're your friends."
They were… taxi drivers.
They turned their empty gazes
on me, showing no emotion and or any will of their own, gathering close around
the car even as it drove down the road.
...It was as if they were
saying they would steal the driver's seat from me.
I knew immediately who they
were. I'd heard rumors about them just a little while ago. They had to be the
taxi drivers who had disappeared.
Ahhh, ahhhhh, I understood,
now that it had come to this, now that I'd separated from my body as it ached
with fear. The criminal behind the disappearances… no, the murders... was this
girl. The girl's... ghost… no… evil spirit… or perhaps she was some other kind
of existence…
Anyway… at this rate, I would
become one of these translucent drivers too!
They filled the entire
landscape visible through the window and in the mirrors -- and maybe they knew
I saw them, because they began to laugh. Only their jaws and tongues moved;
their empty, staring gazes remained fixed on me.
All together
All together
As if they were one being,
mocking me.
Hehehehehehe.
Hehehehehehehehe.
He he he he he he he.
He
he
hehe
hehe
he
he
He hehe
hehehe hehe
hehe
hehehe hehe he
Hehe
hehe
He
he
hehe he he he
he
he he hehe he
he
He he he
he
he he
Hehehe he
he he
he
he he hehehe
A prison. It was just like I
was imprisoned. I was trapped by that unnatural laughter with no hope of
escape. I couldn't step on the brake or move my right hand to the door handle
either. From the moment I first heard the laughter, my body ignored my commands
and continued driving the car on its own.
Maybe these drivers felt
nostalgic for the way they had lived.
Was I the only one who heard
the laughter? Anyone passing by me on the road wouldn't notice anything strange
about my taxi.
"Well… it's about time
for me to get off. Sorry, I don't have money -- so I'll just make more pieces
of you to match the fare."
Make more pieces... she
probably meant to chop me up.
When I looked over… the flap
of the knapsack in the passenger's seat had opened. I caught a glimpse of the
inside. The interior should have been white, but it was dyed the ugly color of
blood. But the girl… the girl's head was not inside.
Well, I already knew that.
Because I could sense the girl laughing… from right next to my ear.
I let fear overtake my body
and cast a glance… only a glance to the side.
And then… I saw it. The
moment the smile disappeared from the girl's face.
Oh, this was definitely a
sign that she was about to kill me. It was hopeless. Hopeless--
"Huh…?"
But--
What I heard next were words
that I did not expect to come from the girl's mouth.
"What… is this…"
☆
Saitama Prefecture,
Tokorozawa, Shinkichi Hariyama's home, parlor
"But that was really
mean of you, Claritas. You stopped the taxi all of a sudden like that… because
you thought we'd get involved, right?"
"Hahaha."
Hariyama-san had gone in
search of snacks. The female vocalist rapped the white man sharply on the head.
As before, Claritas showed no
reaction. That was what his team members Kodama and Strega thought, but--
He abruptly lifted his head,
regarding them with bloodshot eyes, and spoke. "Don't -- don't be stupid.
I've told you over and over and over and over not to be stupid, over and over.
I'm different from abnormal people like you, who can see things that shouldn't
be seen. Girl? Malevolent spirit? Hmph! Not to brag, but I didn't see or feel
anything like that!"
He began spewing the bullets
of his words with the ferocity of a machine gun, like a tape recorder on
fast-forward.
Kodama looked taken aback for
a split second, but she quickly regained her composure and replied to Claritas
with a slightly sulky expression. "Ahh, you're calling other people weird
again! Ugh, don't you believe us?"
"Hahaha."
"Yes, of course I do!
Naturally, if you two saw it, it existed! In actuality! Right there!"
Claritas shouted forcefully.
Kodama made as if to answer
again, but… "...Huh? Wait, then, Claritas… you really didn't see that
girl?"
"I've told you over and
over that I can't sense ghosts, over and over! ...Ah, so you two really
didn't notice?"
"Notice what?"
Without answering Kodama's
question, he quietly shook his head and asked the other two, just to be sure.
"Ahh… ahh… now that you mention it… that's right, Kodama, Strega. What you
saw… did the girl you saw get in the taxi?"
"Yeah."
"Hahaha."
"I see…"
Hearing their answers,
emotion crossed Claritas's face for the first time.
"...Poor thing."
His sympathy was clearly not
for the driver, but for the girl he himself could not see. Trembling violently,
he made a guess as to the current situation.
"If she's noticed… she's
probably terrified right about now.
"What an unlucky evil
spirit, to ride that taxi…"
★
"What… wh… what is that!?"
?
I wondered what was wrong. I'd already given up,
and yet the girl's confused voice echoed in my ears.
"What… is that… is the meter broken? But…
it's on the rate chart too… huh? What… is this?"
? What was she talking about…?
The girl glared at me and told me nervously,
"Read it… don't ask questions, just tell me out loud what my fare
is!"
Geez, what was she going on about? If she was
going to kill me, then she should just get it over with. If she was going to
let me go, then just let me go…!
"Hurry and read it!"
Uncomprehending, I did as she ordered and read
the fare reflected on the meter. My voice shaking, I read off what I thought
was a very normal thing.
"Y… Y-Your… Your… Your fare is… one… one
thousand rai hundred rainty yen!"
"What… what does that mean!? Read it
properly! How can you mess around at a time like this!? Don't you realize the
situation you're in!?"
"Huh… huh?"
Why was the ghost mad?
"Rai… what's rai hundred rainty yen
supposed to be!?"
What… "rai" was "rai."
"What... what's this number? The one that
looks like a sharper hiragana し, kind of like the letter L."
"Like… like I said. It's 'rai.' One, two,
three, four, five, six, rai, eight, nee, ten… that rai."
"...Nee... What is 'nee'!? What happened to
seven!? And where did nine go!?"
"...Seven? Nine?"
Why was she screaming at me about something like
this right before she killed me? This girl… could she not even count?
The girl looked around inside the car with
amazing energy, and her eyes alighted upon the sports newspaper that had fallen
under the passenger's seat. The newspaper floated into the air on its own and
came to a halt next to me, in front of the girl's head.
And then… after a single glance, the girl wailed
in a voice even more bewildered than before.
"What… the date on this newspaper…"
"Sedecimber third… Sedecimber… what is
this!? What in the world…!?"
☆
Saitama Prefecture,
Tokorozawa, Shinkichi Hariyama's home, parlor
"What's wrong,
Claritas-san? Did you have another dream about another world's version of
yourself?"
Having returned with the
snacks, Hariyama-san set a teacup in front of the agitated Claritas. He asked,
"What was it last time? Your other-world self was taking a strange test to
check for a sixth sense… and in a different world, you had some nightmare about
a god's bubbles…"
Claritas stood up forcefully
and clutched Hariyama-san's shoulder to interrupt him. Then he began to speak,
as if completely ignoring the previous conversation topic.
"...Hypothetically, just hypothetically, Hariyama-san! Just think about
it! I just want you to consider it! Hypothetically! What does someone who's
become a ghost, someone dedicated to causing fear in others, what do you think
someone like that is afraid of!? No, wait, don't just think about it! Go
through it logically! Hypothesize! I want to hear the conclusion at the end of
your line of reasoning! That's all! That's all! That's all!"
Claritas clutched his head
and slumped over the table, his gaze fixed unwaveringly on Hariyama-san's eyes
beyond his glasses.
"Ghosts… well, when it
comes down to it, ghosts used to be living humans. They're afraid of the
unknown. Things that defy what they think of as common sense… for example,
for humans, it would be things like ghosts or demons… they would be terrified
by things they don't understand. Because it pokes holes in their information,
their past, and their common sense! So, so they are afraid! Their bodies are
made of information, and so they'll be crushed into pieces and disappear
completely!"
"Haa." Even after
seeing Claritas's haunted expression, Hariyama-san did not show an ounce of
disgust or fear. He didn't understand at all why Claritas was suddenly saying
this, but he nodded anyway.
Claritas trembled violently,
perhaps again remembering what had occurred. "That taxi… the taxi we were
riding, Hariyama-san! It was clearly, clearly strange! Not like the ghost of a
taxi, but more… more unfamiliar than a ghost...! It was a little… only a little
different! That's why, that's why…"
★
Monologue of the information that makes up the
girl
--I was murdered.
I was strangled by the taxi driver. Strangled.
STRANGLED.
I'm sure of it. That's what I remember. But
maybe I'm wrong. Maybe… it's a muddled memory I got from one of the other
ghosts I met.
I'm sure of what I am. I'm a ghost. Before I was
murdered, I was human. I lived and breathed as a human being.
My soul lingered in this world to get revenge on
the taxi driver who murdered me. I struck fear into him and shook his soul
until it resonated with me. I made him fear me, and then I killed him, made him
feel even more fear and loneliness, and took control of his soul. That's how I
grew stronger.
...So I had my revenge just like that.
In the beginning, all I could do was show myself
and cause accidents. But the first accident I caused and the first person I
killed was the taxi driver who murdered me. Even now he's stuck on the back of
his taxi like discarded gum on the road. It's a good feeling.
But -- after feeling satisfied for a bit, I
suddenly grew afraid. What should I do now that I'd had my revenge?
No… what would happen to me?
Why did I exist?
I was a ghost, a soul. If I lost my reason for
being in this world, I would go to heaven… wait, go to heaven? I hadn't been
visited by an angel or one of my ancestors, so did a place like that really
exist!?
I got scared, so -- I stayed in this world. I
even hung around babies and pregnant women to see if I would reincarnate. At
first, I only had the knowledge of a young child, but… my soul synchronized
with the taxi driver I'd killed and the souls of things like myself floating
around… and I stole their knowledge. And then I used all that knowledge to see
if I could be reborn or go to heaven. I tried everything I could think of, but
in the end, nothing worked.
I was scared.
What would happen to me if my current form was
destroyed? Would my consciousness just stop… and fall into eternal darkness…
no, not even darkness. It would just be erased.
I was scared. Scared. Scared--
What if I turned out like the things that were
like me that I met floating around… what if I slowly faded into thin air and
lost sight of myself?
No. I didn't want that.
So… so I made myself a new goal. I would kill
all the taxi drivers. I would hate them, and trample them, and make them fear
me, and then I would kill them. That was what I decided.
Every time I killed, my sense of self grew
stronger, and I felt like the color of my soul was getting darker. ...No, it
really was getting darker. The more I killed, the more people there were who
could sense me.
Everything was supposed to go well today. I
would kill him, and that would be the end of it.
But…! But…!
No! No no no!
What I saw in this taxi… it wasn't me! It was
different from my memories… from my common sense and the world I knew!
Numbers I'd never seen before, a date I'd never
seen before. Even when I looked at the words on the newspaper, I saw lots of
hiragana I didn't recognize.
The newspaper said the cold war between the
North Pole and South Pole had ended. Were there countries at the North and
South Pole? Looking at it, it says that Noria, the country at the North Pole,
is the world's biggest military state.
It's wrong, no, no, it's different from all the
knowledge I've absorbed up till now. I don't know any numbers rai and nee! I
don't know about a Sedecimber!
It's a lie! This is all a lie!
I decided to kill the driver as fast as I could
to break free of the current situation. If I didn't kill him quickly and get
away from this taxi… the lie would turn into reality!
Scared, I moved my consciousness from inside
myself back to the space inside the car. But at that moment--
I noticed an even greater abnormality.
The drivers I had killed clung to the sides of
the taxi. I realized their laughter was slowly fading away. And… their forms
were fading from sight.
Impossible. They… shouldn't be disappearing yet.
Even as I felt my body begin to distort, I
looked outside, searching for the vanishing dead people to distract myself from
my fear.
A second later -- I regretted it immensely.
I shouldn't have looked outside.
"Where… are we…?"
☆
Saitama Prefecture,
Tokorozawa, Shinkichi Hariyama's home, parlor
"One type of curse is a
struggle between information. From the target's past to their future, from
their memories to the DNA inside their cells, all of the information that
proves their existence, their life -- that information struggles with each
other, interferes with each other, and destroys each other. By the way, that is
what we call fear."
His eyes haunted, John
Delta's leader continued to speak in a whisper with his hand still firmly
clutching Hariyama-san's shoulder. He expounded on his strange theory about
ghosts, whether or not there was any meaning behind it.
"Let's think about it,
no, please consider it. Let's pretend we become ghosts after we die. But say
even if we accept that no wait however what does it mean to accept it… Let's
think about it. What would a ghost think? 'If I'm destroyed, where will my ego
go?' ...That's right, for humans there's an afterlife, but…"
As he listened to the
interrupted sentences passing as Japanese, Hariyama-san mulled over Claritas's
words and responded, "A ghost would think there's nothing ahead for
them?"
"Or they might think they would be
reincarnated, but no one knows for sure… From what Kodama and Strega have said
about the things they see, religion isn't very popular among ghosts. Right…
normally ghosts would believe there's nothing more that can kill them! And
that's why, that's why! The terror they feel during a crisis--"
And there he paused for a moment, his whole body
trembling with fear, and then concluded.
"It is most likely at a level that a living
human cannot comprehend -- that is my guess."
★
"Where… where are we… this is… different,
it's different! This isn't the town I know! It looks a lot like it, but… but…
it's different!"
Give me a break. Just give me a break already.
This girl… this ghost… what's she been yelling
about? If you're going to kill me, just finish it already. If you're going to
spare me, then please spare me!
That was what my reason wanted to say, but my
emotions had run away with me, and all I could do was sit there, teeth
chattering.
When I thought the girl was finally done
shouting for the time being -- she looked at herself in the rearview mirror and
began to wail even more pathetically than before. "No… no… no… in
the mirror… I'm… changing... I'm changing…!"
Spurred on by the girl's words, I sent her a
fleeting glance… and her face really did look a lot different from before.
Blood was running from her mouth, her face was turning purple from lack of
oxygen, and her eyeballs…
…
I didn't want to look anymore. Because… because
it was like looking at the face of a corpse. Because that corpse's face was
twisted in an expression of terror.
"It's my face… when I was killed…! No, no,
I don't want to go back! I don't want to… don't want to die… like I did then…
but… back then… back when I was alive, was that the real me!? But this world…
is different… from what I remember… why is it so different!? ...Huh?
...What?"
As always, I had no idea what she was talking
about, but the girl fell silent for a moment and then began to whisper in a
voice devoid of emotion.
"The mirror… why? This... mirror… why?
Right and left are… why… why doesn't it reverse the right and left?"
She was talking even more nonsense…! What… what
was even happening!?
I was finally able to move my mouth and form
words, and I somehow succeeded in yelling out what was on my mind.
"There... There's no such thing as… a
mirror that reverses the right and left!"
"No…. nooooooooooooooooooo! I can't take it
anymoooooooore!"
She screamed like a toddler throwing a tantrum,
and then she began to shout at me. She didn't hide her fear at all as she
turned to me, who was also afraid, and without hesitating, she shrieked,
"Hey… what am I? I'm… what even am I!?"
That's what I want to know!
"Help me… help me, Mister!"
I'm the one… I'm the one who needs help here…!
--The next thing I knew, I was driving down a
familiar road.
It was the street in front of the station! If I
just... If I could just make it to the traffic circle, my friends in the
company could…! I could see my living coworkers!
Maybe they could help me. Hope welled up within
me, but in contrast--
"...Don't kill me… Mr. Driver, don't kill
me… it hurts…"
The girl's voice contained nothing but despair.
No, not even despair remained. It was only an entreating whisper, as if her
instincts were crying out.
"It hurts… it hurts…"
I turned my attention away from the girl's
voice. I couldn't take it anymore. I didn't understand what was happening at
all. But I could no longer stand the girl's bitter cries, so I didn't listen to
her voice.
...Even so, I couldn't stop
the yells that entered my eardrums… That was what I thought, anyway, but
somehow… from the moment I decided to reject her voice, I felt like her voice
really did grow softer. Maybe I was about to fall into another trap, or maybe
she really was weakening and this was a heartfelt cry for help.
But I knew, didn't I!? She
tried to curse me and kill me!
...But…
The girl's eyes as she gave
her dying screams. When I looked in her eyes, the eyes of a scared child, I
felt just a little bit guilty. That was how much fear and suffering were
contained in her screams. So much that I ended up feeling sorry for her, even
though she had tried to kill me… and there was the fact that she was a kid… Her
dying screams really were full of agony… and they made me too scared to even
run away.
But… in the end, I couldn't
move. That's right, I couldn't do anything.
Of course I couldn't do
anything! What was I supposed to do!?
I could no longer feel her
arm around my legs. When I took my hand off my ear, I could no longer hear her
voice.
I reached the traffic circle
in front of the station that served as the taxi pick-up point and stopped the
car. At the same time, I let go of the steering wheel and glanced at the girl's
face--
Glanced at… her face…
Her face…
When I looked over, she was
already gone. Only the red knapsack on the passenger's seat remained.
I could no longer hear the
girl's voice. I couldn't feel her presence either. At last I felt warmth
suddenly return to the inside of the car… and I realized the knapsack too had
disappeared when I wasn't looking.
With that, almost all traces
of the girl vanished. All that was left behind was a huge wet stain on the
passenger's seat. Like in the old ghost stories, the seat was completely
drenched. The only thing different was that--
The seat was drenched in
fresh, bright red blood.
Red, so red--
As if that red was begging me
to do something.
★
Saitama Prefecture,
Tokoro-zawa, the traffic circle in front of the station [1]
As I sat dumbfounded, my ears
registered the sound of someone knocking on the back door.
...A customer.
To be honest, I wasn't in the
mood to take anyone. But if I didn't, it would be just me alone with the red
stain, and I couldn't stand that.
It would be fine as long as
they could all fit in the back seat. There were two customers when I checked,
and I calmed myself and opened the door, but--
"Then the taxi ride will
be your treat, Mumu!"
"You really are selfish,
Luu."
……?
? ? ?
Huh…?
Weren't these the kids I'd
brought here around noon? Maybe they'd finished what they came for. Still, I
felt like their faces looked a little different… They got in the taxi and asked
that I take them to the neighborhood where they'd gotten on this morning.
"Hey, Mumu, have you
heard the urban legend… about taxis?"
"Oh, the one there are
rumors about lately?"
…? Huh? Didn't they talk
about that on the way here…?
Thinking I might have fallen
into a timeslip, I looked at the station clock, but the time was around what I
thought it should be. Were they different people, then…?
...Huh? The area around the
station… wasn't it different before? This morning I'd thought it had really
changed... but now it looked the way it always had…?
Ahhh, I just didn't know
anymore. Was everything I'd seen just a hallucination? But my wallet did
contain the 10,000 yen bill I'd gotten from the white man.
...I was tired. That had to
be it.
I'd have to make up some
excuse for the red stain on the passenger's seat for the company...
Ahhh, time to call it a day.
I'd just go home and sleep. With the lights on, if I could…
★
"You know, the taxis that drive around
here… they say if they go down a certain route, they're thrown into a parallel
world that looks a lot like this one… They're only there for about an hour, so
a lot of the time they don't even realize it… There are a lot of little
differences between this world and that one… and if you notice too many of
them, you can't make it back!"
"Ahh, that urban legend sprung up because
of all the taxi disappearances lately, right? Is that where it comes
from?"
"Mm... But it's been around for a long
time. You know, sometimes it mentions paper lanterns on palanquins or lights on
ox carriages…"
"Wasn't this area under development around
when ox carriages were in use?"
"So about that…"
"Yeah, yeah…"
"..."
"..."
The young man and woman cheerfully talked to
each other in the back seat, fully enjoying their daily lives as if to shake
off the horrors of the past.
Without realizing that this taxi had undergone
an experience that defied all common sense--
Urban Legend 2 ~Taxi
Elegy~ -- Fin.
[1] This takes place in the
alternate Tokorozawa, which is indicated by the kanji: while the Tokorozawa
where the series takes place is written 所沢, the other-world Tokorozawa
is written 所座輪. They're phonetically the same, or
"almost the same, but just slightly different."
Oh damnnnnnnnn this was batshit I loved it. So intriguing and such surreal shit, rly good fun. I'm like half AHHHHH abt it and half what the fuckin fuck was that? Which tells me that it was definitely Hariyama-san for sure.
ReplyDeleteIt's not Hariyama-san if you aren't confused about literally everything but also grinning from ear to ear at how fuckin surreal everything is
I have realised on my re-read it was me that commented this back then. Oh wow, how time flies. And here I am again still in awe of this story. It started to ring some bells as I read it, but I didn't remember the twist which was nice, because it still hit me completely.
DeleteThanks a lot-
ReplyDeleteHariyama is still as entertaining as I remembered.